the 3 years of studying is finally coming to an end.. and i thought this day will never come..

relieved? i certainly feel that way.. more glad than ever before..

varsity life hadn't been all that bubbly and flowery for me.. maybe it was just me.. or not.. whatever..

or its just a matter of me being in the right place at the right time.. right or wrong, it doesn't really matter..

at least i know, the only right thing i did here, was to secure a degree and join the working world in a matter of weeks.. that's what's important isn't it..? that's the only reason i put up with all these crap.. :D

i think i've done alot of growing up within these 3 years here.. i don't and couldn't be bothered with petty/trivial matters.. i've learnt to 'walk away'.. and sometimes, walking away is the best thing to do.. it hurts less that way.. and people can't hurt you too.. 

during this period of growing up, i've learnt to be defensive.. and i wasn't like that last time back in school.. i am an agreeable person.. which is supposedly good, but not good for the ruthless outside world..  being on defensive mode is a good thing.. i guess one needs to defend and protect oneself as you grow older as people can be nasty at times.. AND other people cant be changed..but we can change ourselves instead to adapt to it..

am being defensive but i make allocations for people that deserves my attention and priority.. people that i trust and have faith in.. people that i love and care about..

i am just FREAKING glad that's it is all gonna be over in a matter of weeks~!!!

I AM GONNA GRADUATE ~!!! WOO HOOO~!!!

p/s: am in the midst of shifting out as well.. am no longer staying in the rented house in SP and i've cleaned my room.. shall be shifting my belongings back anytime soon, most probably right after my last term paper next week. gonna bid farewell to both my nice housemates, Sin Ling and  Jermyn.. it was a nice feeling to re-connect and chat like the good old days during a sudden blackout last few weeks ago.. it may have been a short period of conversation, but it was definitely worth cherishing..

p/p/s: and the OLYMPICS Opening Ceremony was pure, surreal AWESOME-NESS~!!!!! 've watched the entire programme from 8.00pm to close to midnight with my mouth gaping and dumb-struck with all the special kung-fu-hu-ha effects.. apparently the whole ceremony was choreographed by the famous Chinese director Zhang Yi Mao.. makes me proud to be a Chinese..